Work...

So I havnt really written in a while because I've been either busy or discouraged. I had a bit of a 'freak out,' as I like to call them, two days ago. I felt like I was in a tunnel and with no light at the end I was just running back and forth sideways. I felt like I had no direction at all. I wrote out an options list that looked something like this;

MOVE TO HOLLAND***
University of Phoenix?
- (after calling) Accredited the same as state schools, would have to start over with a new degree

Volunteer with Noahs wish
Volunteer with NILMDTS (Check, Did this)
Volunteer with church

Start over at DVC - blast through GE's
-Transfer to state college
Mills College
- Major in Anthro and Sociology
- Minor in Journalism (all to go with my photography) < this I might do anyways, but only once I get some of my newer ideas solidified and have enough money


It all seemed so discouraging to me. I had even thought about just picking up and leaving for Holland, living with my girlfriend over there for a while and going to school. The school she graduated from has a scholarship for Journalism, specifically for foreign students. This of course would be difficult on my relationship with my boyfriend, but it sounded great, and since he is a dutch citizen he would most likely follow. I want to give him a chance though, because he just started selling Life insurance and knows he will be successful at it, so I want him to have a chance at it. Ill live in Holland some day soon.

After I went through my tunnel of depression, I thought about my Marketing Teacher, Janie. It was almost like I was supposed to hear her, because my mom said "Have you thought about writing out (I hear "a five year plan") your options?" The second I thought about the five year plan I was thinking about how I could get into contact with Janie. I didn't have to figure it out. I went through all my emails that night and guess who I had a "catching up" email from? Janie. It is so strange how things happen that way. The next day I started thinking...I always have my best ideas after a 'freak out'.

I have about 10 new ideas Im working on that all corrilate. When I write up the ad, I will post it!
Im really excited and my belief in The Secret is helping me to prove that all I have to do is believe and I will recieve!